The four year anniversary of Brandon's death was this month. I miss him every second of everyday. It pains me so. I never got the answers I so desperately wanted surrounding his death. I'll never buy their story, I tried to, but the autopsy results don't lie. He would have been 18 this December. I sit and wonder what he would be like had he lived. He would be getting ready to graduate,go to the prom, date a girl or two, driving all over the place . I wonder how tall he would have been. I wonder what his voice would have sounded like as he grew into a young man. I still remember that sweet voice on my phone " Hey Mom, love you". You know I dont even need to listen to that message anymore I can hear him in my head. He is inside my heart forever. If I had a scanner I would put so many more pics on this page for him. I look at his album a lot. I have his wrestling shoes on my dresser, along with some trophies and nick nacks of his. I have his picture of The Last Supper, that he bought from his uncle Tim at a yard sale. He loved that picture. He kept it in his tent that he played in and slept in that was in the living room when he was little. I am going to try to post mor pics on here and more songs for Brandon. Maybe someday his friends will find this page and we can all share memories. I would like that.